Hey, my favourite Crackhead 🤡💗

Sabse pehle, I’m genuinely sorry.

Mujhe honestly nahi pata ki tum kis baat se upset ho, aur main assume bhi nahi karna chahta. Agar meri kisi baat, action ya behaviour se tumhe hurt hua hai, toh I’m really sorry. Mera intention kabhi tumhe bura feel karwana nahi tha, but I understand ki kabhi-kabhi intention se zyada important hota hai ki saamne wale ko kaisa feel hua.

Main yeh letter sirf tumhara gussa khatam karne ke liye nahi likh raha. Main chahta hoon ki tumhe pata chale ki tumhari friendship mere liye kitni important hai.

Tum mere un special friends mein se ho jinke saath main bina kisi reason ke hans sakta hoon, random nonsense share kar sakta hoon, stupid jokes par has sakta hoon, aur difficult days mein support bhi feel kar sakta hoon.

Humari friendship ki sabse special baat shayad yahi hai ki ismein sab kuch hai — fun, support, fights, misunderstandings, patch-ups aur woh saare chhote moments jo shayad normal lagte hain, but baad mein yaad aate hain toh smile aa jaati hai.

I miss our usual bakchodi. 🥹

I miss our normal conversations, our random jokes, our silly moments, aur woh comfortable feeling jab sab kuch normal hota hai. I miss being able to talk to you without wondering whether something is wrong between us.

Crackhead, tum mere liye genuinely important ho. Main nahi chahta ki ek difficult moment humari friendship ke saare achhe moments par haavi ho jaaye. Tumhari presence, tumhara support aur humari friendship mere liye matter karti hai — not because everything is always perfect, but because this bond is meaningful to me.

Main yeh bhi jaanta hoon ki sirf sorry bol dena enough nahi hota. Isliye main genuinely try karna chahta hoon ki main tumhari baat properly sunoon, honestly communicate karoon, aur jahan mujhse galti ho, wahan usse samajhkar improve karoon.

I promise to listen instead of assuming, communicate honestly instead of letting misunderstandings grow, and make a genuine effort instead of expecting everything to become okay automatically.

Agar tum abhi bhi upset ho, that’s okay. Tumhe turant forgive karne, smile karne, ya normal behave karne ki zaroorat nahi hai. Agar tumhe time chahiye, take your time. Main tumhari feelings ko respect karta hoon.

Main bas chahta hoon ki jab tum comfortable feel karo, hum honestly baat kar sakein. Main tumhari side bhi samajhna chahta hoon, because friendship sirf apni baat explain karne ka naam nahi, ek-doosre ko sunne aur samajhne ka bhi naam hai.

Aur haan, itna emotional letter padhne ke baad zyada attitude mat dikhana, okay? 😭🤡 Itni mehnat se tumhare liye website banayi hai. Kam se kam cat, teddy aur ghost ki performance appreciate karna. 👻

Jokes aside, thank you for being a part of my life and for all the memories, laughter, support and random nonsense we have shared.

I really hope hum apni normal friendship wali vibe wapas find kar sakein — slowly, honestly, and without forcing anything.

No pressure to reply immediately. No pressure to forgive before you’re ready. I just wanted you to know that I’m sorry, I care about our friendship, and I’m willing to make a genuine effort.

Sending you the biggest, softest virtual hug. 🫂💗

You will always be my precious Crackhead. 🤡🎀

— Your favourite idiot ♡